

Grief, The Alchemist
When I think of grief, I think of Rumi's quote "The wound is the place where Light enters you." Pulmonary hypertension has lef


3 Years: A Soundtrack
When Laura Jane Grace roars "There is an ocean in my soul where the waters do not curve," I feel the words that I have been search


How Anxiety Induced by Pulmonary Hypertension Feels
There hasn't been more than a few moments in the past three years where I haven't thought about pulmonary hypertension. Nothing seems to...


If You Knew That You Would Get Sick, Would You Change Anything? (Shopping is Death Process)
Not wanting to push my luck, I graciously gave up forcing Spencer to watch The Bachelor with me. (For someone who claims not to like The Bac


Nice to Meet You, I'm Sick
I didn't go shopping one day and decide that pulmonary hypertension would go great with my black bow Ted Baker sweater. I didn't go


Living on Scorched Earth
Some of my closest friends know that the past three years of my life have felt like a huge mountain to climb. Considering I can barely...


Unnerved Foundations
It is always sad when you lose someone. It feels even worse when that person is young, and in self-interested ways, it reminds you that your


Little Reminders
"Sometimes the reminders are all too much, especially before the holidays. Do we ever get a holiday from all this?
Sometimes. Sort of.